Hello all…so on Friday the 11th I had my 3rd round of AC chemo. I have a total of 4 rounds of AC and as you all know by now they are not enjoyable. The week after is the worst and then I slowly come around to feeling normal. I’m able to eat better and feel more like myself during the second week after the infusion.
In the middle of my struggle during this first week a friend offered a ray of light by texting me saying I was “over the hump” of this AC chemo and one step closer to the next round which is supposed to be less taxing on you clone dvd full version for free. It gave me a spirit boost and I battled my way back to feeling good enough to resume semi-normal activities. I went back to work, I started being able to walk Nick again, decreased the anti-nausea pills I need to take during the first week and decreased monitoring of my temperature. One of the big things with chemo is if you develop a fever of 100.4 you need to get to an ER because you can have an infection and things could go horribly wrong. Life was slowly progressing in the right direction until…
I hit a bump in my hump.
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Morning came and the pain was still there. And then it started getting worse as the day went on. I called and spoke with the resident doctor on call who works with my oncologist to ask if there was anything over the counter I could take. She said I could but if it didn’t take the pain away absolutely 100% then she wanted me to go to the hospital herunterladen.
Well, the pain didn’t go away 100%, in fact it didn’t even go away 1%. It got a lot worse and then I started feeling super hot. After frantically taking my temperature at least twelve times and seeing it go from 100.1 to 101.8 in a matter of minutes, we hightailed it to the closest ER.
The ER nurse checking me in instantly gave me Tylenol and a mask to wear. Then I got to a room where we went through my history of chemo and symptoms. I watched as the dreaded IV needle got stuck in the same vein that just a week ago was used for chemo and then another vein got stuck to take big vials of blood apps downloaden op samsung tv. A strep test was done and then a flu test. If you have never had a flu test, consider yourself lucky. They basically shoot a saline solution up your nose and then suck it back out. But half of it ends up in the back of your throat while the nurse flings a paper towel at you to spit in and the rest comes flying out your nose while you’re leaning over gagging trying to spit. It’s really pretty.
After those tests came back negative, the doctor ordered a chest x-ray to see if I had pneumonia because I had a little bit of a cough herunterladen. I waited on the radiology department for awhile and then got the x-ray that came back negative. Next on the list? A gallbladder ultrasound. Nothing like having excruciating stomach pain and getting a gel’d up wand pushed into your abdomen for 25 minutes.
While I waited on those results the doctor had me drink a contrast solution in case the gallbladder test came back negative and I needed to get a CT scan. The CT scan can’t be done until 2 hours after you finish the drink that the nurse swore “tastes like water” (spoiler alert, it doesn’t) so it was suggested I not take too long to finish the solution migos. I had images in my head of my college friends yelling “chug chug chug” as I attempted to get it down and finally finished it almost 45 minutes from when I started. At this point I’d be able to get the CT scan around midnight. But maybe the gallbladder ultrasound would show something simple to fix and I wouldn’t need it.
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The nurse there gave me good news, the test only takes a couple of minutes. Then she dropped the bomb that she had to inject my IV line with a dye that would make my pelvis area super hot for a little bit – but don’t worry it goes way. She checked off if I was allergic to all things in life before doing it, and all I could think of was my insides screaming from so many chemicals it was getting for the past two weeks download the pay card form.
Finally, after hours of tests and waiting, at roughly 3am they said I had an infection and colitis possibly caused by the chemo because my immune system is shot and I have no way to fight off an infection. They then said I had to be admitted and stay for IV antibiotics and observation at least overnight to make sure I didn’t get worse before I got better.
I will spare you the all the details of what seemed like seven thousand bathroom trips while maneuvering an IV pole in my dimly lit ER room because of everything I had to drink and the saline IVs, all the things I heard from various rooms while in there since I was up all night, the one nurse who stuck me again for more blood then let the needle fall out while blood instantly poured out because I’m slightly anemic now from chemo and all the craziness that occurred in and around my room for the 24 hours I was there skype 7.41 herunterladen.
I finally started feeling a little better Sunday with all the antibiotics and pain meds they gave me so even though they wanted me to stay another night, they let me get discharged as long as I promised to come back immediately if the pain got worse or my fever came back.
I’m due for chemo again on Friday but not sure if I will be getting this round pushed out a week because of this. I will know soon but I don’t think I’m mentally or physically ready for it so will push to have it next Friday.
Until then, I’m hanging on to the fact that as much as I’m over having chemo and heading down this very long, bumpy road, I’m still at least, over the AC hump.
Oh Deb… Cancer sure does suck. I hope this is your only set back. It sometimes is had to remember life prior to a cancer diaganois. Stay positive and try to find some humor. You got this!!!
You know it all too well, unfortunately. XOXO
oh my, deb. that must have been scary. i’m glad you are feeling better.
and glad you are over the AC hump. take care, breathe….go to the beach. everything is better at the beach. xo
The funny thing is, we decided last minute to go to Asbury Park for some ocean air and a “change of scenery.” Well we got it. 🙂
Bless your strong and courageous soul…what an ordeal you are already going through, and now this bump. I pray for you to heal from all of this so you can look back and laugh at all the funny things, like the nasel thing although not funny but kind of, you had to deal with …prayers for strength.💞
Thank you. One day down the line some of it will be humorous for sure. 🙂
Deb. I’m sorry you have to go through chemo or any of this at all. I never did but my boys dad did in 2014 and it was not fun. I went through it with him supported him. It’s time like these that we need love the most even if we don’t ask for it. Your writing is Amazing and I hope it helps you get through this time. They say laughter is the Best medicine. I am keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. Peace and Love,
Susan
Thank you so much, I really appreciate it. You know how hard it is, trying to stay positive and take it one day at a time. xoxo
What can I say except that you’re a superstar. You get through with s smile and a great sense of humor. The bump is gone. Onward and upward with an army of angels and prayers behind you. Love, Rita
Um, you’re the one that drove us and then came back at 3am to pick BJ up, so you’re the superstar. Thank you again for all your help and support. Hopefully we can get back down there for a much better weekend soon. xoxo
Deb….that sounds just horrific – and I’m sure it was much worse than that. Again – the mental toll so compounds the physical toll. I’m genuinely so sad for you ….and thinking of you and BJ a lot….
Thanks, Jyl. It was not an easy night for sure and you’re right, there’s so much of this battle that is mental it’s exhausting. xoxo
Hi Deb,
As you probably can imagine, I’m usually not a person at a loss of words, but in this case its different. Your openness has made me more sensitive and aware of how prevalent cancer is among us. I think of you often and admire your strength and perspective. Your attitude in this fight doesn’t surprise me and I would expect nothing less from you. Thank you for the example you continue to be to all of us even under less than ideal conditions.
Take care my friend and keep the updates coming.
Lou
You at a loss for words? Nah. 🙂 Thank you for this, Lou. I hope by sharing all the nitty gritty it reminds people to get their mammograms every year so hopefully they don’t have to go through this. Love to you and your whole family. xoxo
The way you can tell this story and manage to have me laughing, I’ll say that’s the kind of thing that’ll get you through all this S@%#.
🙂 I feel the same way. xoxo
Bless your heart, Deb! You are a strong woman and I think about you daily! Thank you for these updates! Huge hugs!!!! Trish xo
Thanks, Trish! xoxo
Oh, Deb. I read your posts and my heart aches for you. You, however, are handling this with grace and humor and some serious spunk which is serving you. I am so glad to see the great support system you have around you. And I’m sending you lots and lots of love.
Ramey
Thank you, Ramey. Trudging through and only able to make it because of my support system that spans from coast to coast. 🙂 xoxo
Sorry for what you’re going through. Stay strong!
Moon
Moon! Thank you! xoxo
OH MY MY >>>>sending much love prayers and hugs from Maine , >>>>>One day we will walk the Asbury beach ! love from a “jersey Girl living in a Maine world ” XOOOOXOOXOX
Thank you, Penny. Sounds like a plan. 🙂 xoxo
Dear Badass,
I think of you often & am glad you can still write with humor, considering how serious this is. I hope you have gotten over this bump from the time it was written.
Love, Hugz & Prayers for you!
Sheree
Hey there! Yes, so far so good over the bump in my hump. 🙂 Still on antibiotics, but almost done and will have my final round of AC this Friday. Thanks for the thoughts and prayers. XOXO!
Nothing is the norm now. Every pain you take seriously until you finish this. You don’t know how lucky you are, they caught this. You could have had sepsis if it went longer. For me, and I am just talking radiation, the end was the hardest. There was no easy part until it was over. I don’t know chemo. Didn’t have that. Hang in there Deb. It ain’t over til the fat lady sings, and I heard she has forgotten the lyrics. Don’t be a stoic patient. Not the time for it.
The squeaky wheel and all that. Too bad you can’t find a little joint or something to take the edge off ha. They should legalize it for us cancer patients across the board.
Thanks, Candy. Yeah, when the fever hits you gotta get in or it could go downhill fast. I’ll keep waiting on the fat lady, soon enough. 🙂