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DEB COTE is a television producer and has been producing in NYC and Los Angeles, CA for over 14 years. She's produced all genres of television including news, reality and talk across a variety of networks including 20th Century Fox, CBS, Fox News, Paramount Television, CourtTV/truTV, E! Entertainment, among others. Deb is also an Improv performer and has taken classes at The Groundlings and Improv Olympic in Los Angeles as well as The PIT in NYC. Passionate about equal rights and fighting for the underdog. Oh and newly diagnosed with and currently battling breast cancer!
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It’s been awhile…

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Hi all,

Thank you for stopping by.  If your’e new here, this blog was a step-by-step follow along of what it took for me to get through my breast cancer treatment.  Not every treatment plan is the same, as not every diagnosis is exactly the same Download shopware theme. I hit a few hiccups in the road but after about 18 months, I was done with the nitty gritty.

For a full account,  start from the beginning. The entries are in treatment order starting with surgery, A-C-T chemo (yuck!) through 6 weeks of radiation, followed by a year of antibody infusions steam mehrere spieleen.

I am currently still in treatment with anti-estrogen shots and daily estrogen blockers, but I am past the worst of it by far and am about 5 1/2 years cancer free dkb tan2go app herunterladen!

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One day and one step at a time. Keep fighting.

xoxo

Deb

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FOR SURVIVORS…EVERY DAY IS “BREAST CANCER AWARENESS”

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So October is almost over – the month that turns all things pumpkin spice – and pink.

It’s breast cancer awareness month and Wikipedia describes it as a time to “increase awareness of the disease and to raise funds for research into its cause, prevention, diagnosis, treatment and cure.”

For the majority of you reading this, you most likely don’t think much, if at all, about breast cancer throughout the year. Unless you see someone you know who has survived it, or think of someone who was taken by it.  But even then, you remember it in that one moment and then you move on mp3 player for free. And that is no fault of your own, why would you think of it?  I’m happy you don’t have to.

As you know, I was diagnosed the end of 2015 with Stage 2 “triple positive” invasive DCIS (ductal carcinoma in situ) and since my entire 18 months of active treatment ended mid-2017, not a day has gone by that I haven’t thought of breast cancer – at least once.

Breast cancer has literally and figuratively invaded my life. I wondered if I was alone in this, so I talked with a few of my friends who have also gone through it lieder von itunes herunterladen. Some are several years out from treatment, others just months or even days. I asked them how often in their daily lives they are reminded of their own battle.

Their responses confirmed what I already knew –  for survivors… every day is breast cancer awareness.

Here’s just some of the ways we are constantly jolted back to our battles:

  • Every morning when I take my daily estrogen blocker pill youtube videos website.
  • When I see signs or commercials for various cancer centers all promoting their life saving medicine as the best.
  • When someone posts an obituary of a young woman online  and although I know not to click on it, I can’t help it and “died after her battle with breast cancer” glares back at me.
  • When I get out of the shower and see the scars and radiation tattoo map that is permanently etched on my skin.
  • When news reports come out of a celebrity who is diagnosed or has a recurrence and then people email you asking “if you saw.”
  • When pop ups and ads come up on my social media feeds about breast cancer because I constantly googled about it for 2 years straight fortnite wiko.
  • When I go to acupuncture every week to help with the intense hot flashes and night sweats caused by my medications.
  • When I eat a dessert and wonder with every bite if the warnings of too much sugar causing a recurrence are true.
  • When I go to the breast center every month to get a shot that shuts down my ovaries.
  • When I watch my daughter go through puberty and beg God to not let her ever have to face this battle avast antivirus for free.
  • When someone sees me two years after treatment and the first thing they comment on is my looks and how long my hair is now.
  • When I get the mail and mixed in with flyers and coupons is another bill from a lab or cancer center.
  • At night before going to sleep, when I flash back to when I couldn’t move around because of the drains fortnite kostenlos herunterladen epic games.
  • When I move a box in storage and rediscover my $2,000 wig and scarves that I intentionally buried.
  • When I get up to walk and hobble like a 90 year old because my daily pills cause bone and joint pain.
  • When I get a random pain anywhere in my body that lingers for more than a day and I think my cancer has spread.
  • When I look in the mirror and my hair is a completely different texture  than before chemo aomei partition assistant lite.
  • When I go to the pharmacy every 3 months to pick up my bulk prescription or buy over the counter meds to combat side effects from it.
  • When I open my email and people have sent me articles on the  latest breakthrough technologies to fight cancer.

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  • Anytime I hear the word “cancer,” which is a lot.

There’s more, but you get it.

I asked what would make it better for them. Some said they don’t think there is going to be a way to get away from it, others said they wished when people saw them they just asked them simply how they’re doing – in general terms  – and not talk about where they’ve come from or comment on how much better they look now what is video. It just  brings it all back more. And since they are already reminded every day about the worst months, weeks, days, hours, minutes and seconds of their lives, they’d rather talk about anything else.

Don’t get me wrong, I can pretty confidently say most of us are grateful for the month long push for research, funding and promotion of early detection mammograms in an effort to combat and eventually cure breast cancer.

And it is my true hope that because of it, we can prevent more women from ever having to be aware –  of their own breast cancer battle.

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I CAN’T COMPLAIN…

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Hi everyone,

It’s been awhile, I know. Thank you for the check-ins and questions about how I’ve been doing this past year or so. It’s helpful to know you are all thinking of me and still in my corner sending your love and prayers.  I really do appreciate it.

There’s been a lot going on since I last wrote and lately I’ve been thinking about my response when someone asks how I’ve been doing ab wann kann man disney+ herunterladen.  I often answer with a catch all of “I can’t complain…” and leave it at that. Sometimes it’s the truth, but other times it’s just easier than getting into the little nuances and nitty gritty of life after breast cancer.

But I was talking to a friend a couple of weeks ago who also went through breast cancer treatment and it got me thinking about all the after effects some of us have to deal with and several I’m going through right now powerpoint background for free.

For example, the medication I’m taking every day to block estrogen has pushed me into early menopause and causes me to wake up in the middle of the night from night sweats.

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A few months ago I broke out in a massive, insanely itchy rash over my entire body and bounced around from allergist to dermatologist for four days on no sleep, only to conclude it’s “most likely” an allergic reaction to some part of my treatment meds, or my body reacting to the hormonal changes brought on by the daily pill Download songs from youtube as mp3. The rash came back a few more times before finally going away. I’m now trying to prevent a recurrence by taking Allegra every day as well as making sure I get enough UVB rays from a dermatologist phototherapy booth, or the sun.

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I spent a night at the hospital in NYC a few months ago because of radiating chest pain that woke me up in the middle of the night and went through all kinds of tests for two weeks because chemo and radiation can cause heart damage.
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My feet and ankles randomly started swelling a few months ago from my medication, so I have to get rid of my closet full of shoes that now don’t fit and go buy all new ones, including workout sneakers.

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Every time a new ping or zing happens in my chest, or I think I feel a lump that is just scar tissue near one of the two incisions that I hadn’t felt yet, I panic and think it’s a recurrence.

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That’s just a bit of what’s been going on in my world since active treatment ended and daily maintenance to prevent a recurrence started.

But as my friend and I continued chatting about all of the above and more, I looked at her and said, “I just wish I could go back to the body I had three years ago, before all of this started.” To which she replied, “No you don’t, that body had cancer in it.”

And that, my friends, is why “I can’t complain.”

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SOME NERVE…

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Hi all,

Thanks for keeping in touch and reaching out to see how I’m doing. Most of you see my updates on Facebook and Twitter (@DebCote) and comment there, but some people who aren’t on social media were wondering what I’m up to since I’ve been quiet here.  So I figured it’s time for a quick update.

The good news is I feel ok most days and being off Tamoxifen has been amazing. I am no longer being woken up by awful charley horses in the middle of the night or jumping out of my seat at work to walk off a painfully clenched hamstring youtube mp3 for free.

As you saw in my last post, I’m now taking a new pill, anastrozole, which is a different estrogen blocker than Tamoxifen. Anastrozole is usually given to post-menopausal women to block estrogen, but since I’m pre-menopausal, I have to get a shot every month to shut down my ovaries.  You can read quickly about that enjoyable process here in my last blog post called WORTH A SHOT.

I won’t bore you with the biology and medical mumbo jumbo (super technical term there, I know) but spoiler alert ladies: once your ovaries shut down your body still produces estrogen skype kostenlos downloaden für android. So the anastrozole is helping to block that since my breast cancer was having a good old time feeding off the estrogen my body was producing. If you remember I was “triple positive” which means I was estrogen/progesterone/HER2 positive.  I did the year of antibody infusions to kick the HER2 to the curb, now I’m getting the monthly shot and taking this new pill which blocks an enzyme in my body that is involved in estrogen production, therefore blocking the estrogen any cancer cells would like to party with.

The new pill is definitely better than Tamoxifen…but…yes, here comes the BUT.  I feel like I’m 95 years old. The biggest side effect from anastrozole…aside from the hot flashes from being pushed into menopause…is the awful joint pain and bone aches steam workshop inhalte herunterladen. If I’m sitting for a bit and stand up, it takes a few minutes for everything to loosen up so I can walk without looking like I just willy-nilly tried to run the Boston Marathon. It’s mostly in my feet, ankles and knees. If I’m walking around for awhile, it’s less noticeable, but to say I’m hobbling around when I first get up is an understatement herunterladen. The easiest way to help you understand, is that it feels a lot like bad flu aches. But it never goes away.

Although it is really uncomfortable, I’m trying to push through and keep moving and exercising. I started running a bit since it’s been pretty nice out. I start off very slowly and eventually pick up a little speed. It’s a far cry from what I’m used to being able to do, but I’m squeezing in a little bit here and a little bit there to try to be as healthy as possible kann man bei amazon prime downloaden.

And since I was doing mostly running, I figured why not try a 5K!  I “ran” the Asbury Park 5K a few weeks ago. The race photographer caught a picture of me and if you didn’t know I was a participant in the race, you would think I was working Secret Service.

You be the judge:

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It was good to have a goal and finish it, no matter how I looked or felt, at least I accomplished it.

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During my last follow-up with my oncologist she said since this was my surgery side, it is possible that scar tissue from the lymph node surgery is bothering a nerve.  Or it could be a nerve issue in my neck area that is completely unrelated. Either way, it’s most likely some nerve that is being aggravated and the only way to tell is to get a couple of MRI’s and then go from there.  Not sure what the fix is after we figure it out, but hopefully it’s not too invasive gratis ebooksen forum.

So this month I will be at Case Del Sloan a couple more times than usual and getting the MRI’s done to see if it’s from surgery, or just a random new development.

In the meantime, my apartment is still full of post it note reminders, since I think I have a little bit of chemo brain left over.  I’m doing things like locking myself out of the apartment, forgetting to water plants or leave a light on for Nick when I leave for work youtube video herunterladen apple.  Not sure if that is chemo brain remnants or something new from menopause, of which forgetfulness is definitely a symptom.

But as a friend who had his own bout with cancer years ago said, “There can be so much left-over from dealing with cancer…it’s hard to sort out.”

That’s for sure. Almost every day from diagnoses in December of 2015 until now, I wonder if every new thing is related to breast cancer or the treatment for it.  You can’t not think that, no matter how hard you try.

In short, breast cancer is obnoxious, life invading and really does have SOME NERVE. 

Beating Breast Cancer

WORTH A SHOT…

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Hey everyone, hope you’re all doing well!

Thank you for all the check-ins and “Hey, how’s it going” texts and emails. I really appreciate it.

Speaking of check-in, if your’e on Facebook you probably saw I checked into Casa Del Sloan last Friday.  A lot of you had questions because you thought I was done with treatment after my last anti-body infusion in March.

Like done, done.

But, unfortunately when you’ve been diagnosed with breast cancer, I don’t think you’re ever really done download youku. There’s usually a lot of follow-up appointments and almost everyone is on some form of pill for 5-10 years to help prevent a recurrence.  As most of you know, my breast cancer was what they call “triple positive” (estrogen, progesterone and HER2) and just to focus on the estrogen part of the equation, the cancer cells were feeding off of it and that was stimulating their growth.

So the available treatments post chemo for an estrogen positive patient is to take a daily estrogen blocker pill, or yank out your ovaries. No one wants to do that unless it’s absolutely necessary, so the only option left is to take a daily blocker.

There’s two kinds of estrogen blockers that are used. Tamoxifen is one of them and it’s given to women who are premenopausal. That would be moi capella. The other is called an aromatase inhibitor and is for older, postmenopausal women.

The aromatase inhibitor has a slightly higher success rate of preventing a recurrence, so sometimes oncologists will put their premenopausal patients on that.  But in order to do that, the patient has to get a shot every month to suppress their ovaries and stop them from producing estrogen, which pushes them into menopause. Otherwise the aromatase inhibitor won’t work.

There’s all kinds of facts and studies behind the two meds, so for you medical/science nerds, here’s your chance to geek out google chrom herunterladen deutsch. This is the difference between the two, per Dr. Google:

“Aromatase inhibitors limit the amount of estrogen the body produces in postmenopausal women.  AI’s work by preventing the conversion of steroids made by the adrenal gland into estrogen.
In a woman who has gone through menopause, the adrenal gland is the largest source of estrogen. AI’s don’t work in women who are premenopausal because their ovaries make most of their estrogen.
Aromatase inhibitors work by blocking the enzyme aromatase, which turns the hormone androgen into estrogen in the body elster 2016 kostenlos. This means that if you use an AI, less estrogen is available to stimulate the growth of hormone-receptor-positive breast cancer cells.

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzz, I know.

Here’s Tamoxifen:

Tamoxifen belongs to a class of drugs called selective estrogen receptor modulators (SERMs), which work by blocking estrogen from binding to its receptors in the breast. Tamoxifen is an “anti-estrogen” and works by competing with estrogen to bind to estrogen receptors in breast cancer cells. By blocking estrogen in the breast, Tamoxifen helps slow the growth and reproduction of breast cancer cells.”

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Anyway, when we first started talking about which estrogen blocker I would be on, my oncologist gave me the pros and cons of Tamoxifen vs the aromatase inhibitor download youtube videos on handy iphone.  There are side effects with both and if you look them up, you’d almost rather take your chances and not take either of them. Tamoxifen was supposedly relatively easy on people and there would be no need for me to get an additional monthly shot to suppress my ovaries. With the aromatase inhibitor the menopausal symptoms they cause from shutting off your ovaries can be bad.

So because I had just gotten over chemo and radiation, had been hospitalized with an infection and had a bout of shingles both in the middle of chemo, my doctor felt like I had “been through enough” and didn’t want to push me into menopause and have me deal with those additional symptoms. So we went with Tamoxifen so I could get back to what she referred to as  “some kind of a normal life.”

Well if you’ve followed along, I introduced you to my newborn baby, “Tamoxifen Cote” shortly after I started it ashampoo kostenlos downloaden chip.  The side effects kept me up all night, almost every night. Massive hot flashes and night sweats and horrible muscle cramping. I was waking up drenched and jolting out of bed and walking off charley horses in my living room at all hours of the night. Sometimes at work I would just be sitting there and my hamstring would seize up and I’d have to randomly stand up and stretch or walk it off.

I started acupuncture to help with the hot flashes and night sweats. Sloan did a study on it (shocker) and found acupuncture works to prevent hot flashes. So now I go once a week for that. It doesn’t take them away entirely, but it definitely does help download wikipedia page.

For the muscle cramping, I started drinking tonic water and apple cider vinegar and eating bananas and everything else with potassium to stop the cramping. I was taking magnesium supplements and drinking more water. I tried getting massages but I wound up jumping off the table from cramping.  I took hot baths to relax my muscles, then slipped and fell and cracked a rib in two places. And not to digress, but whose bright idea was it to put the hardest materials in the wettest, soapiest, most slippery room of the house?

Anyway,  after almost ten months of this, by the time I got to my next follow-up appointment with my oncologist I had had it download all images from a website.  We went through the options again which were to remove my ovaries or switch to an aromatase inhibitor with the ovary suppressor shot. There really wasn’t a great need to remove my ovaries, they usually do that for women who test positive for the breast cancer gene and women who are at high risk for developing breast cancer that could turn into ovarian cancer. And even if I did remove them, I’d still need to take a daily aromatase inhibitor to block the estrogen coming from other parts of my body like my adrenal gland. So we went over the process to get me on the aromatase inhibitor and decided on that.

What it would entail is taking the daily pill, going to Sloan every month for a shot to suppress my ovaries and then an additional shot every six months that helps slow bone loss and increase bone strength arcor mail.  Unfortunately,  one of the side effects of the aromatase inhibitor is that it can cause osteoporosis and brittle bones which can lead to bone fractures down the line.  It’s a small price to pay for potentially saving your life I guess.

As soon as we decided on what route to take, I started right away on the aromatase inhibitor and the nurse came in to give me my first two shots. The bone health shot was in my right arm.

And now here’s the fun part my oncologist, I’m almost positive, intentionally left out of the equation. The ovarian suppressing shot is given in the gluteus maximus. Yes, it’s a shot in the ass. Every month. It didn’t hurt when I got them, but I will tell you the one in the behind is sore as hell for a few days later.  It feels like a cross between getting kicked in the butt cheek repeatedly for 17 hours straight, or maybe doing squats and lunges for 2 days and trying to walk like a normal person.

But even after being off Tamoxifen for a couple of months I can already notice a difference. I still have a little muscle cramping and the hot flashes are still there because of the ovary suppression and the daily pill, but thankfully it’s a lot better than it was before.

So that’s the long answer as to why I’m back checking into Sloan on some Fridays again.

Fingers crossed this is the right move and it does the trick to prevent a recurrence because I never want to go down that road of treatment again.

No one knows for sure if it will, but I’d say it’s definitely….worth a shot.

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YOU…

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Hi all!

I know, I know, it’s been awhile. Sorry about that…just seemed like more of the same was going on the past few months and not really too much to write about.

Until now.

Some of you are on Facebook so you probably saw the good news. On March 24th I had my final anti-body infusion at Sloan.  Yes, after 17 long months from the first mammogram to the last needle, I don’t have to go back and see my oncologist until June.

A couple of weeks after treatment I was finally able to take a vacation. It was nice to not have any doctors appointments to rush to before, in the middle, or after work and to just be able to relax and take a few deep, ocean air breaths netflix for laptop.

It also gave me time to reflect on this whole crazy year and a half. Now that I’m on the other side of it, I look back and think of all the things I had to go through in order to get to this point.  I also think about how I got to this point in relatively one piece.

And that brings me to all of you.

There is no way I could have gotten through what I went through, without you.

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I wish I could somehow repay each and every one of you who gave up your time, thoughts, love and energy in order for me to focus all of my own time and energy on just getting well. But for now, all I can say,  is thank you.

It is impossible to name everyone and go through all that was done, but here’s some of the things that made a huge difference during what was definitely the most difficult time of my life flower of life free download.

From beginning to end you kept me in your thoughts and prayers. You sent informative books on breast cancer, beautiful flowers, food baskets, candy and a plant with an inspirational card attached. You dropped off homemade cookies, had food delivered, sent ornaments and trinkets, delicious snacks, spiritual healing jewelry, an inspiring magnet, a Fitbit and countless Starbucks and Dunkin’s gift cards to keep me caffeinated while running from one appointment to the next. You sent a beautiful figurine, incredible home sewn blankets and hats, a gorgeous homemade quilt and baseball hats. You brought dinner, then stocked the freezer with your amazing homemade food windows 10 installation downloaden. You sent hand drawn get well cards from your kids, healing essential oils, a radiation protective bracelet, non-toxic deodorant, and activity books to help pass the time.

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You showed up in whatever way you could. You came for surgery and cooked a favorite dinner.  You came to my doctor’s appointments with me and asked questions I may have forgotten. You came to chemo with me. You came to chemo with me with half the grocery store packed in your bag. You sat in the hospital room with me into the wee hours of the night, not leaving until I told you to go the meaning of. You helped me pick out a wig. You ran errand after errand chasing different foods I felt I could get down at any given moment. You came to visit, and brought a cake along with gifts and your infectious laugh. You asked to come visit and even though I wasn’t up for company, you were there in spirit. You sent me memes and inspirational videos on Facebook, you commented on my posts, urging me to stay positive and keep going. You commented here, on this blog as you read the nitty gritty of what goes on for a breast cancer patient in the thick of it.  You urged me to keep on writing skype download chip kostenlos deutsch 64 bit.

You put me in contact with your family and friends who had gone through this fight themselves. You told me what to expect and how to get through different phases of treatment. You checked in, you shared pictures and stories of your own journey so I knew what not to do and could also see there was light at the end of the tunnel.  You sold your crafts and sent me a portion of the profits. You sent a Visa gift card. You handed me specialized radiation lotion that worked wonders sims 3 laptop. You asked about organizing a fundraiser for me, even though you had your own hands completely full at the time. You ordered sports t-shirts with my name on them, reminding me to call on my athletic days, to dig in and go the distance. You cried with me, and sometimes more than me.

You covered for me at work and never made me feel like my treatment was in the way of our crazy work schedule.  You never pressured me about taking off early or coming in late for doctor’s appointments. You understood when I needed to be out and adjusted to my limits when I came back eigene bilder von facebook herunterladen. You counted down the days between treatments with me. You shared your office with me so I could do my post surgery stretches and make personal calls. You gave me pep talks and had a pizza party for our show team when I was finally finished.

You offered to touch up my “toddler chic” hair for free, with a reminder that my plan to just let it come in the way it wants never works. You laughed when I told you that story, and then sat me down in your own chair in hair and makeup and shaped it up on the spot. You gave me hair products you felt would be helpful while my hair grows back.

I honestly could go on and on.

But the biggest thing I want you all to know is that although the main life or death fight against breast cancer is a physical one, the rest of it is mental and spiritual. And every single time I was feeling sick, beaten, or felt like throwing in the towel, one of you would come through in a way listed above and it would give me the spiritual and mental boost I needed to buck up and plow through. Sure, I went through the rigorous daily treatment, but know that you played a major part in my survival and I appreciate everything that you did for me.

I walked through it, but WE beat breast cancer.

As for what’s going on now, I am still taking Tamoxifen every day to block the estrogen since my breast cancer was estrogen positive. I’m having some side effects from it that are a little pesty, but in the scheme of things, they’re manageable. I have a follow-up appointment with my oncologist in June and she may switch me to another med. We’ll see.

But right now I’m just enjoying going about the day to day of living without having to go through active treatment, and I’m moving forward in my life with a newfound perspective and priorities.

And one reason I can do that again, is because of YOU.

 

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WRAPPING UP…

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Hope everyone is doing ok and having a happy holiday season! Thanks for all the check-ins, I really appreciate it.  Since I had a clear mammogram the end of October, a lot of you thought I was done with treatment and have asked what, if anything, is next.

The short answer is I’m still at it. I know, it feels like it’s never going to end, but I’m just taking it one day at a time until April when I will officially be done bixby. Because I was triple positive (estrogen, progesterone and HER2) I am now on a daily estrogen blocker (Tamoxifen) and still getting HER2 antibody infusions to block the HER2. I get these every 3 weeks. I started these while getting Taxol in April and the treatment goes for a full year.  I am expected to be on Tamoxifen for 10 years or until my oncologist switches it out for another drug 3d modelle zum herunterladen.

The antibody infusions take a few hours at Sloan when all is said and done and there’s a couple of side effects with it that can linger but it’s nothing compared to chemo.  Also, the 3 weeks in between infusions has given me time to get back to a semi-normal schedule with work and life.  And in such a busy time of the year, it’s nice to be able to go to a Christmas party, shop or spend my evenings wrapping up presents and relaxing and not commuting home from the upper east side of NYC download kodi voor mac.

But I am not only wrapping up presents, I’m also wrapping up a bunch of necessary doctor’s appointments I have had to push off because I spent a full year over at Casa del Sloan.

Prior to my diagnosis I was pretty vigilant about getting my annual exams, so once I had some time I needed to get back on track.  As I wrote a couple blogs ago, I went for the biggee, my follow-up yearly mammogram dropbox download zip file too large. Luckily it came back clear, so that was  relief. Mammogram, check!

And because chemo sidelines your immune system, I wasn’t able to get my teeth cleaned. I went right before I started chemo in February and was finally cleared to get them done again. Dentist, check!

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Then I had to do the annual gyno. Sorry guys this part’s not for you, but ladies, you know the deal. I totally wanted to skip this, but it had been a year and one of the big concerns when someone has breast cancer is that they can also develop ovarian cancer.  The doctor said everything appeared fine, but the lab results will be back in about a week. Gyno, check!

And finally, I had to see a dermatologist for a “full body scan” to make sure no skin cancer was lurking or starting amazon cd kaufen mp3 herunterladen. It is a good thing to do anyway, but also good after radiation to check the skin around the area that was exposed. The doctor looked me over head to toe and said all looked good. Dermatologist, check!

It was a tiring, busy end to the year but a necessary one so I can jump into 2017 with just a few months left at Sloan. I can concentrate on getting through the rest of my breast cancer treatments and not have to worry about anything else for a while tasten handy herunterladen.

So as your own 2016 is wrapping up, please make sure to take the time to make your annual appointments and get your screenings done. No one is immune to having their life hijacked by a deadly disease and as with anything, the sooner you catch it, the easier it is to get through it and kick it.

After all, as you’re sitting there wrapping those new sweaters, video games, bottles of booze and the “shoot, I didn’t know they were coming” extra candles, remember, the best gift you can give your family and friends – is you income tax return 2017.

Merry Christmas everyone and I wish you all a healthy, Happy New Year!

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THANKS FOR GIVING…

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Happy Thanksgiving! Hope you are enjoying being around family and friends and counting your blessings as you over stuff yourself with turkey and all the trimmings logic for free.

And since this is a time of giving thanks, I wanted to use this day and space to say a heartfelt thank you to all of you who have helped me along on my journey youtube wiedergabelisten downloaden.  There is no way to name everyone and everything that was done for me,  but you know who you are and what you did. Somehow saying “thank you” doesn’t seem like enough, but until I see all of you in person, I hope this message gets to you and you know how grateful I am for having you in my corner 3d passed download.

Since the very first day I started treatment, the outpouring of love and support was overwhelming. Calls, cards, texts, emails, blog posts and Facebook mentions continued to roll in for months and months download mahjong game.

Some of you sent flowers, a plant, or snack and wine baskets. Others had local restaurants deliver food when shopping or cooking was too much. There were deliveries of chocolates from a local chocolatier who doesn’t normally deliver, but who had lost loved ones to cancer, so they made an exception and always handed me that special box with a warm, understanding smile candy crush soda saga.
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And each time something showed up it was a huge mood booster and it felt like a big hug coming in so many different forms.

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So on all days, but especially on Thanksgiving, I would like to say to all of you reading this, in whatever capacity you stood by me, in whatever way you spent a part of your own life helping me with mine, quite simply…thanks for giving.

Beating Breast Cancer

CLEAR FOR A YEAR…

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Thanks for the posts, emails, calls and texts checking in! Things are going well.  I’m starting to get a little energy back and trying to get back to life as usual as much as I can download ifile.

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The radiation oncologist checked everything over and talked about any issues I was having. He said everything looked great and then said, “Well, unless you need us for anything, we’ll see you in a year.”

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Before I left I asked her what I should be looking for or what I should be doing through the year. She said with a smile, “Enjoying it.”

I walked out of there breathing a huge sigh of relief, but I’m also a little nervous because for the past year, every couple of weeks I had a doctor examining me and making sure things were going ok. Now, I’m on my own for the most part. I’ll be checking myself over, but it’s not the same as having all those highly skilled Sloan Kettering cancer doctor’s hands on you constantly.

So what’s left? Well, I’m still doing the antibody infusions every three weeks. Since I was HER2 positive, we need to block that receptor from growing. I started these in April when I was doing the Taxol chemo and the treatment is for a year, so I’ll be done with them in April of 2017.

I’m also on Tamoxifen which I will be on for 10 years. It’s a daily pill to block estrogen since my breast cancer was also estrogen positive. I may get switched over to another pill down the line, but for now this is the one I’m on. It is wreaking havoc on my sleep because it is causing super painful muscle cramping and charley horses which keep waking me up. And it’s also giving me pretty intense hot flashes and night sweats. I have named it my newborn, Tamoxifen Cote! Kind of dragging me down, but I’m now getting acupuncture to try to help with those side effects and doing all the tips and tricks I can to stop the cramping. Hopefully it subsides the longer I’m on it, we will see.

But for now, I will take it one day at a time, get back into as much of a regular, daily routine as I can and keep doing self exams.

And I will most definitely, and most importantly, enjoy being clear for a year.

Beating Breast Cancer

SHE CRIED…

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Hey everyone!

Thanks for all the check-ins and continued thoughts and prayers, I really appreciate it. After 6 very long weeks, I’m done with radiation thankfully and it is such a relief to not have to go there every night after work.

A lot of you are asking what’s next. Well, I’m still in treatment and will be until around April. I’m currently going every 3 weeks to Sloan for my antibody infusions of Herceptin and Pertuzamab to target the HER2 gene and am taking a daily med called Tamoxifen which blocks estrogen in the breast tissue movies to download netflix. Since my breast cancer was HER2 positive and estrogen positive, these two forms of treatment are necessary to help prevent a recurrence.  They all come with their own side effects, which I’m dealing with on a daily basis, but as annoying and sometimes debilitating as they are, they definitely beat the alternative.

Now that I have some time to breathe I’m able to think back on everything that I’ve been through in the past year and where I’m at now citrix receiver download kostenlos.  One thing that sticks out in my mind is an email exchange with one of my good friends, Catherine when I was first diagnosed. Catherine and I have known each other since the 90’s and have always said we are forever tied to each other by the OJ Simpson verdict. We were working at the same company and sitting in the car together listening to the radio when the verdict came in. Every time I see anything about that case, it reminds me of her and that day download multiple files chrome.

Catherine was diagnosed with breast cancer in October of 2001 and had been through the full range of treatment. We hadn’t seen each other in forever, her life busy with three kids and a career, mine with the rat race of NYC.  But we remained connected on Facebook and I was about to let everyone know online about my diagnosis and I didn’t want her to see it there without first telling her personally Download hex editor for free.

I emailed her: “So, you know how we will always have the OJ Simpson verdict in common? Unfortunately we now have something else. I was just diagnosed with breast cancer.”

She wrote back, “I will call you as soon as I stop crying.”

I told her not to cry, that I was ok and will be fine, that I was in good spirits and ready to get started with treatment.

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But I’m also constantly reminded of my diagnosis neverwinter herunterladen. The scars are there, physically, mentally and emotionally and from what I am learning, always will be. The thought of a recurrence occasionally creeps in when you least expect it. There are the “what ifs” you have to talk yourself out of. And now that it’s October and Breast Cancer Awareness Month it’s hard not to think about it download whatsapp new smileys. Between the barrage of social media posts, pink ribbons, commercials, bright pink NFL attire, articles about new treatments, research, fundraising and discussions on how many women are still dying from breast cancer every year, even if I wanted to mentally step away from it, it’s impossible right now.

I know what it takes to fight breast cancer. I know the fear, the physical limitations of the human body that get pushed to the very brink during treatment, to be your own biggest cheerleader in your quietest, darkest moments, to remain hopeful and grateful for every breath and day you are still here.

I used to be like most people during the month of October. I’d see the fundraising races on the news, the masses of badasses running with their survivor sashes and bald heads. I knew they had been through something, but I didn’t know the level of human spirit and strength they needed to get there.

From this day forward when I hear someone has been through breast cancer treatment, or has been diagnosed, my heart will ache for them, for what they have gone through, or will need to go through. I know they will do what they have to do to get through it and come out the other side, whatever other side that is.

I think back to that first email I sent to Catherine and her immediate response back.

And now I know why she cried.